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Journal Entry: Mon Sep 1, 2014, 6:39 PM
Yes, yes, I'll be coming back soon! I haven't been able to come back as soon as I had actually wanted to, though. D: I'm so sorry. I hope you'll all be able to forgive me. ;_;

Anyway, I wanted to let you all know what's going on...

- I have been dealing with very, very severe depression. I have PTSD, that stands for "post traumatic stress disorder". Look it up if you don't know what it is because I really don't want to explain. I have been having many personal issues. I even feel suicidal quite often. I have to do what I can to wear a fake smile, to pretend to be happy even though I am anything but happy about 80-90% of the time. I feel awful all the time. I feel worthless. I feel that I do nothing right. I feel many pessimistic things about myself.

- My dad was hit by a car on May 18th of this year (2014). I have been doing the best I can to try to help him since then. I recently moved him to San Francisco, CA, to live closer to me so that I can assist him in his recovery. He will never be the same as he used to be (physically) due to the accident. I am very happy, very thankful that he lived. I feel so lucky to still have my father. I would not be the being I am without him. Right now, he is not here in California because he needs more care from Grady Memorial Hospital in Atlanta, GA. He's also hopefully getting his disability check very soon. For those wondering what happened, a driver who was not paying attention ran off of the road and onto the side walk and hit him. Please, people, do NOT text and drive. It's so dangerous!

- I have been very sick myself. My rheumatoid arthritis seems to be getting worse so quickly. I hate it... but I will make it, I suppose. I am sending in testing for Lyme disease soon. As sickening as it sounds, I hope it comes back positive so that I can finally get some sort of treatment and get better. They thought I had multiple sclerosis for the longest time but I highly doubt that's what it was after all this time. If it isn't either, I guess I am back to square one on trying to find out what is wrong.

- My tooth broke off. Wow. Just wow. It was the tooth on the upper right side of my mouth. It was the tooth in front of my wisdom tooth. I am glad that it wasn't visible. I did get that fixed. It was actually a VERY bad filling done by a very bad dentist down in Florida. (SO glad to be out of that damn state. -_-)

- My car was involved in a terrible hit and run accident. Of course, with my luck, no cameras were around and no one saw it. Ugh. Quite confident that it was another jerk driver of the area. It happened in Burlingame, CA. I went to NAPA Auto Parts to buy hot rod primer. I parked my car in the parking lot of a body shop (had to back in to properly park and to NOT hit anyone's car) instead of on the street due to the unavailability of parking. I actually made a video about this tragedy. (Dear Jesus. I am making the BEST face evers. LOL)


- Oh, that's right. I started vlogging. o_o Yep. Aha. Eh... =_= Why the hell not, right? Riiight? I'm so lame, I am just SO lame. I originally started vlogging to get myself a Baby Lock Ellisimo sewing and embroidery machine. I did get it! I wanted it to start my new business. Yes. There's video of that, too. Wanna see? It's kinda long, but here you go.


- That's right. I want to start a business. That's not going to be easy. But I'm doing my best. I opened a Shopify account and I plan on putting stuff from my closet in there soon. After I sell all of that, I will start dropshipping from a few companies. I also hope to sell my own creations soon, too. :D

- I will start making graphics for all the websites that I use as soon as I can. I might even start doing so today. I mean, I really need to. @_@

Anyway, wish me luck in everything, if you want to... :hug: thanks for reading! Have a wonderful day!

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Queen-Soulia Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I know you do not like me so much. But still care
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You gallery is really amazing!
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cutee :)
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Cool stuff bro.
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I really love your style. Keep doing what you're doing!
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